Harper, i felt exactly the same. After months and months of research, my dh took the plunge for me( sick of me talking about it). 3 weeks after i got tmx i bought a second jug- love it and use it constantly. You wont regret it. This forum is an amazing place to get you started and keep you going. Most favourite recipes of ours have already been converted on here and many new favourites have been found. Forget about the expense and enjoy.